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I’m sorry if im so mean, this is why thou:/
Current mood: blank
Category: Life
well to start of i try my best to love the live god gave me:) i have the total of 5 diseases JUVENILE RHEUMATOID ARTHRITIS, ACUTE DERMATOMYOSITIS , MIXED CONNECTIVE TISSUE DISEASE OVERLAP SYNDROME AND POSSIBLE LUPUS
it’s very hard right now i think i was getting better turn out i wasnt anymore:( i take Kimo every Friday and a filture every Saterday 11tablits of Kimo one Saterday.. and like iron and more..
i wish this wasn’t my path to walk anything but this. my little sister is my everything cause she helped me everyday one i couldn’t bend down to put my socks and shoes one:) or to put my hair up and my pants. i don’t want grow up being cripled:( i don’t want to have trouble because of this i have became so angry so if im ever a bitch to you im sorry maybe now you know why:) i don’t attend to be mean, it comes up like word vomit. i have anger issues and my emotions arnt stable.
and well ya im very unhappy and i try to be happy when im hanging out laughin inside i feel like shit. i want out! i wanna crawl in a ball and cry cause it hurts so much. i could fight but say i did and i broke my bone thats it.. itll be like that for a long time cause my immune system is so weak. when im sick im sick for weeks cause im weak in side to fight. i cant get cut or bruised cause it’s hard to heal…:(
well maybe you now understand my smart mouth or if im ever mean to you which i doubt cause im too nice:)<3
I DONT HAVE CANCER, I TAKE KIMO CUZ IT HELPS ARTHRITIS. && THE OTHERS

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